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This is the reason for #snapchat LOL. #snapchatafterhours

This is the reason for #snapchat LOL. #snapchatafterhours

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The Boy Meets World spin off “Girl Meets World” released a trailer today, proceed to flip the hell out.

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K guys. I’ve decided im done with the single life… LOL jk. #shokudoprom

K guys. I’ve decided im done with the single life… LOL jk. #shokudoprom

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STILL AWAKE .-.      ._.   In December i thought about how i would be lucky to have known even just one great grandparent, but i’ve been blessed with knowing 7 of them. I’ve only gotten to really know and spend a lot time with 3 of them. In December a 6th great grandparent passed away, probably the closest, but not because of words, instead it was the actions, the eye contact, gestures and nods. That was our form of communication cause she only spoke illocano. sometimes she would speak english if i really couldn’t understand a thing. but most times, just eye contact, and sitting next to her. I embrace death. I think of it as the beginning of our journey to our Father. If we dont go straight to heaven at least then we’ll b able to start making our way to its promising eternity. Thats how i think of it so its hard to cry for me at first, then it settles in, the natural human reaction. Maybe a little selfish, but I don’t want this person gone from my life. ever. It was so sudden too. I stayed with her in the hospital everyday nearly 24 hours a day. I would just go home to shower, cause ew, hospital bathrooms. :P lol anyway. Again no words, just eye contact and gestures. Normally when you see someone everyday you don’t really notice changes in the way they look until theres a gap before the next time you see them. This time though, her body was changing everyday, less eye contact everyday. Warmth venturing out of her body. I gave her a bath because we were prepping her for transport to go home, so the nurse asked if i could help her. Then that was it a few hours later durning one of the nightly dinners wed have in the guest living room where we’d wheel her bed into, she passed away. unbelievable  at first it took a while for it to set in, and ven then i barely cried and i felt so bad, like something was wrong , like I was suppose to cry. But its the overwhelming of thoughts, all the times I had with her alive, carrying her around. Wheel chair to car seat, wheel chair to bed. All the thoughts live on and replay, stalling the feelings that would make me ball and not letting them settle. In December we buried her, and then I thought about it. I have one great grandparent left who’s blood actually runs through my veins, and I’m lucky to still have him. He was at the funeral too, she was his Daughters mother-in-law. 78 years old, still young. My grandma was born when he was 18 and my mom when he was 38. Not out of an arranged marriage, kind of a lady and the tramp story, he was poor and the girl he loved was rich, when they married her family disowned her.. that’s for another post maybe. In December I thought about how my great grandpa was starting to look different too, darkened skin from all his treatments for his diabetes. Well im gonna miss the raspiness high pitch of his voice, the last time i heard him we were laughing about somehting. The last time I saw him he was happy. On sunday night he had a sever stroke, he was rushed to the hospital and I had no idea what was going on and how bad it was till i got there. He was on life support. Bleeding in his brain, no response at all. He wouldn’t wake up the doctors said. He wont survive. To now have the responsibility of deciding when your father is going to take his last breath must be a million stabs in the heart and then a million more. Im lucky I could love him in life. and this songs been in my head since sunday, so I guess you could say this ones for him. My band leader, and I/we are the legacy of this man. I hope we all made and continue to make him proud. Blessed.

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1 more day till more bomb music enters the world. Order it you should. #runrivernorth#monsterscallinghime

1 more day till more bomb music enters the world. Order it you should. #runrivernorth#monsterscallinghime

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Lol. #lionelrichie

Lol. #lionelrichie

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Finally arrived! 😁 🙌 😁 .#cardsagainsthumanity#amazon

Finally arrived! 😁 🙌 😁 .#cardsagainsthumanity#amazon

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Nanna nanna…

god dammit

Took me a second there

This is atrocious. (This is wonderful.)

skalja:

thebagatellecardclub:

sushinfood:

whiskysteaks:

Nanna nanna…

god dammit

Took me a second there

This is atrocious. (This is wonderful.)

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Beyoncé, or a lesson on how to make a Halloween Spider-man costume look fierce.

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Beyoncé, or a lesson on how to make a Halloween Spider-man costume look fierce.

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